:)

I just wanna say I love you.

Ratatouille

bismillah..

Not anyone can be a great artist,
but the great artist can be from anyone.

~ratatouille

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ratatouille_(film)

Review will be following..

dvorak

bismillah..

C-m yfl.cbi frgocbi ekcpanv nrnnnvvv

O..mo or a,t,apevv gmvv abe yd. ,rpne co nct. nagidcbi ay m.vv SE

Gmvv xf yd. ,afvv C o.. gocbi ekrpat co .aof yr go.w x.jago. C erby- dak. yr mrk. aprgbe yr mgjdv C jab dak. mf ucbip. oycjt yri.yd.p or C jab cbjp.ao. yd. ol..e abe bry er.ob-by dak. yr mrk. yr mgjdv P.ancocbi mf daeb uprm oyp.oo a xcyv S)

Those sentences above are written with the dvorak layout, while I pretended that I was still writing in a qwerty layout..

I want to learn dvorak, I got a good tutorial here. http://www.dvorak-keyboards.com/Dvorak_keyboard_free_typing_tutorial.htm

Along with the dvorak layout that I can print out.

Have fun..
Tanoshikatta ne.. ^^

what a day..

bismillah..

Sepuluh menit yg lalu hari telah berganti menjadi 14 April. Di tengah2 bulan sebelum batas akhir pembuatan project VDEES *still hanging in my head * .

Hari kemaren.. bukan hari terbaik.. dan memang tidak ditargetkan untuk jadi yg terbaik.

Tugas gua yg dah telat dari hari jumat, sekarang masih dalam status x+alpha .. dengan alpha = 0.0001 -_-’

Project VDEES gua kagak ada progress.. tadinya mau dikerjaain pas hari sabtu or minggu kemaren, tapi gua mendapat demam.. yg bikin badan gua susah gerak. Sekarang pun masih agak terasa kaku2 gimana gitu.

Okeh.. gua tadinya pengen nge-quote or nulis sedikit pemikirin, tapi keknya gak mood jg.. first thing first. Kerjain tugas dulu deh baru gua update lagi. Lom ada pelem yg menarik jg buat dibahas, no movie for this week.. dan jg gak ada hal yg cukup berkesan.

Okay.. i’m out for today. See you around..

행복하길바래 …

bismillah..

gotten from here :

http://kreah-craze.com/haengbokhagil-barae-lyricsmy-sassy-girl-chun-hyang-ost/

Haengbokhagil Barae Lyrics(My Sassy Girl Chun Hyang OST)
Singer: Lim Hyung Joo / Romanization by Kreah
Also credit: http://kreah-craze.com

ku nun-sogeso nonun tto tareun gosul bomyo usosso…
kuronun niga nomu miwoso nado ttara urosso
kuriwo nan niga nomu chitkidorok na apado
na chugosodo nae saranguro no haengbo-khagil barae

ahh.. ahh.. ahh.. ahh.. ahhh.. ahhh..aahh..aahh

himiduro torabomyon na kogiye nuromnun-gol
ku goseda namgyodugo un ni nunmul ttae-mune
na ttonan chariye no honja tulsu opso
issotdon-ge… ijenun nol nomu saranghae
kalsu omnun iyul tae-sso

kuriwo nan niga nomu chitkidorok na apado
na chugosodo nae saranguro no haengbo-khagil barae
no haengbo-khagil barae…haengbo-khagil barae

_______
English Translation taken from dramawiki

You turn your head and crying

I hate you being like this, that’s why I’m crying too
I’m missing you, missing you so much that I’m hurt
Hope you’ll be happy with my love even if I’m dead

Haaa…..

Turn your head if you’re tired, I’ll be there
Because I left your tears behind
I left you first because I don’t want to see you alone…
Since now I can’t love you anymore

I’m missing you so much that I’m hurt
I hope you’ll be happy with my love even if I’m dead
I Hope you’ll be happy….hope you’ll be happy

_______

Hangul Lyrics

Title: 행복하길 바래
Singer: 임형주

그 눈속에서 너는 또 다른 곳을 보며 울었어..
그러는 니가 너무 미워서 나도 따라 울었어..
그리워 난 니가 너무 찢기도록 나 아파도
나 죽어서도 내 사랑으로 너 행복하길 바래..

힘이들어 돌아보면 나 거기에 늘 있는걸
그 곳에다 남겨두고 온 니 눈물 때문에..
나 떠난 자리에 너 혼자 둘수 없어..
있었던게.. 이제는 널 너무 사랑해..
갈수 없는 이율 댔어..

그리워 난 니가 너무 찢기도록 나 아파도..
나 죽어서도 내 사랑으로 너 행복하길 바래..
너 행복하길 바래.. 행복하길 바래..

~미안해 ..

Release..

bismillah..

I’ve released it..the burden of all time.

Still so many burdens, but gradually.. they will vanish.

They say.. it is easier to do bad things than to do good things.

For me, it is harder to be bad than to be good. Thanks Allah for protecting my deepest heart as pure.

Although in appearance nothing is different of me, but beneath my mind that evil-do is screaming.. wanted to be real.

Remember this day, my other day of turn point, my day of being the new one. Regrets? for what? I’ve done the best things I could at every time, what I need is the best as I could for next time.

I will..

~menyambutMusimSemi
~musimnyaParaPecinta
~kuSiramiDenganAirDariMataHati
~mogaKembangDenganSegara

afraid of tomorrow

bismillah..

I am staying awake now as usual. Just like the night before.. as always.

I don’t want to sleep early. I’m afraid of tomorrow. I want to face tomorrow when it comes. I want to be the one who knows tomorrow first. I’m afraid of tomorrow.

~aBitSleepy

Too Love ..

bismillah..

Too Love (Scat ver.) – yon-oh

You can download the file here..

Too Love Lyrics (Marrying/To Marry A Millionaire OST)
Singer: Yon Oh / Romanization by Kreah

kudae-rul sarang-hage dwel chul mol-lat-jyo
iroh-ke-do kasuma-peul man-keum
ot-to-khae-ya hajyo kudae-ye ku nun-bichi
nal jakku baboro man-deu-neun-de

un-myong-chorom kudae-rul mannat-ko
un-myong-chorom ku-dael sarang-haet-jyo
hotdwen kkumirado nan kkae-chi anhul-keyo
kudael to saranghal su it-damyon

sulpumi nae-ge ochi motha-ge
sarangdo wonchi a-nhat-jyo
chom / kudae-rul /man-nagi chonkka-ji na kudaet-jyo

i-je-neun kudae-obshi ji-na-neun
haruga no-mu himi duneyo
neul odiye in-dun / nan kudae saeng-gak-bbun

kudae-rul sarang-hage dwel chul mol-lat-jyo
iroh-ke-do kasuma-peul man-keum
ot-to-khae-ya hajyo kudae-ye ku nun-bichi
nal jak-ku baboro man-deu-neun-de

orae-tongan na kidaryo-wat-don
naye sarang kudae-yil-korago
mid-ko sarakayo na onje-kka-ji-rado
kuroh-ke midko sara-kal-keyo

hokshi nal bochi mothan-dedo
kudae na-reul mo-reul chokhan-tedo
nan onjena ku-dae kyo-teul chi-kil-keyo

kudae-rul sarang-hage dwel chul mol-lat-jyo
iroh-ke-do kasuma-peul man-keum
ot-to-khae-ya hajyo kudae-ye ku nun-bichi
nal jakku baboro man-deu-neun-de

un-myong-chorom kudae-rul mannat-ko
un-myong-chorom ku-dael sarang-haet-jyo
hotdwen kkumirado nan kkae-chi anhul-keyo
kudael to saranghal su it-damyon

sarang-hae-yo chongmal sarang-hae-yo
mar-hae-bwayo ku-daen oddon-kayo
chi-kil su opsodo nae-ge yakso-khae-jwoyo
nal yongwon-hi kio-khal korago
yongwon-hi sarang-hal ko-rago

Also credit: http://kreah-craze.com/list-of-korean-romanized-lyrics/

_________________

English Translation by Mrs Jung Ji Hoon of soompi forum
Too Love :: Yeon Woo (from Marrying a Millionaire OST)

I didn’t know I’d come to love you
To the point my heart aches
What should I do?
Your gaze turns me into a fool

I met you by fate
I loved you by fate
I won’t wake up from any dream
As long as I can love you

I didn’t want to love so I could avoid sadness
That is.. until I met you

Now it’s hard to spend a day without you
Wherever I am I’m thinking of you

I didn’t know I’d come to love you
To the point my heart aches
What should I do?
Your gaze turns me into a fool

I believe that you’re the love I’ve been waiting for
I will believe it for all time

Even if you couldn’t see me
Even if you ignored me
I’ll always be by your side to protect you

I didn’t know I’d come to love you
To the point my heart aches
What should I do?
Your gaze turns me into a fool

I met you by fate
I loved you by fate
I won’t wake up from any dream
As long as I can love you

I love you, I really love you
Tell me, how do you feel?
Even if you can’t keep it, promise me
That you’ll always remember me
That you’ll always love me

_________________

Title: Too Love
Singer: 연우

그대를 사랑하게 될 줄 몰랐죠
이렇게도 가슴 아플 만큼
어떡해야 하죠
그대의 그 눈빛이 날 자꾸 바보로 만드는데
운명처럼 그대를 만났고
운명처럼 그댈 사랑했죠
헛된 꿈이라도난 깨지 않을까요
그댈 더 사랑할 수 있다면

슬픔이 내게 오지 못하게
사랑도 원치 않았죠
첨 그대를 만나기 전까지 나 그랬죠

이제는 그대 없이 지나는 하루가
너무 힘이 드네요
늘어디에 있든 난 그대 생각뿐

그대를 사랑하게 될 줄 몰랐죠
이렇게도 가슴 아플 만큼
어떡해야 하죠
그대의 그 눈빛이
날 자꾸 바보로 만드는데
오랫동안 나 기다려왔던
내 사랑이 그대 일거라고
믿고 살아가요나 언제까지라도
그렇게 믿고 살아갈게요

미쳐 나를 보지 못한대도
그대 나를 모른 척 한대도
난 언제나 그대 곁을 지킬게요

그대를 사랑하게 될 줄 몰랐죠
이렇게도 가슴 아플 만큼
어떡해야 하죠
그대의 그 눈빛이 날 자꾸 바보로 만드는데
운명처럼 그대를 만났고
운명처럼 그댈 사랑했죠
헛된 꿈이라도난 깨지 않을까요
그댈 더 사랑할 수 있다면

사랑해요정말 사랑해요
말 해봐요그댄 어떤가요
지킬 수 없어도내게 약속해 줘요
날 영원히 기억할 거라고
영원이사랑할 거라고

T_T .. I'm crying..

Gotten from here .. http://kreah-craze.com/too-love-lyrics-marrying-to-marry-a-millionaire-ost/

desperate … *again*

bismillah..

Am I that desperate?!

..

…

NO!!! I’m not that desperate!

I’m sure I can hold this will until I get married. And that moment will be my first night.

God is with me.

Ruined my night..

bismillah..

I got this excitement.. this hilarious feeling.. this happy thought, this wonder, this awareness, just for about three days.

I read the “Laskar Pelangi” book. Inspiring so much, although in some part.. yes.. a bit exagerated

My imagination, and my memory of my childhood came back to me. Saying hello, and node politely. Those memories were felt so happy. Started to think about my parents, my family, my cousins and niece. Started to positioning myself as them. Started to think about alternatives of thinking again. Felt so happy in me. Felt free as a bird.

I felt I wanna sing melayu songs.. “pak ketipak ketipung” haha…

I finished the book on three days, neglecting my lab project and some college tasks.. But.. it was worth it I guess, when I felt so many thinks I wanna share with the world, for small things I have. I wanna be something, as I was driven by my dream. The book told true things about dream. From the dream we are forming into. From the dream we can start on something. From the dream we step for the first time. From the dream we see things. As my friend says :

When we have dream, all of our senses become more sensitive, finding opportunity that may come up from unexpected source. And the energy in the body will be given fully to achieve that dream. No matter what dream is.
~Akmal

I agree, no matter the dream is, good or bad, big or small. The reality we have are built based on the dream, even when we don’t realize we are dreaming.

This blog is a kind of sharing too.. from my shallow knowledge of the world, the world of my own.

I was moved by every character given by Andrea Hirata in the book, as they want to be their self, be honest to their self. I was motivated by the polarised character in the book, Lintang and Mahar. As they have so great potential of becoming leader, with their very own style.

Okay.. my writing this far is about good things.. so.. what is ruining this beautiful saturday night? :

A lonely night without a girl? That happens every week.. no problem at all..

A digestic problem? It happens so often, so.. I got used to it.. LOL

A tired body? I don’t really care about my body, just eat when I was hungry, and sleep when I’m sleepy.

A happiness of others? LOL.. ok.. I envy some.. and then so what? hehe.. I will be happy for them too

A stupidity on saying things? That’s a talent, what can I do bout it? :S

A stupidity on can not saying I love her? I feel so bad because I was ignored and distanced by her. I miss her so much. Do you know what I want to do with her? Hug her and give warmth for all night long. Feel so great with her.

….

Ok.. ok.. it gets more and more out of topic.. LOL.. about her is just another topic next time , but tonight, what ruined my night is the “Film Laskar Pelangi” . The movie is like torturing the original book, raping it without mercy. The flow is so unclear and break the real pattern. The characters of laskar pelangi in the movie lost their spirits. The movie just focuses on Bu Muslimah as teacher and the school as the education institution. The movie is like forcing the audience to understand about the importance of education. Forcing the audience about importance of dream. Forcing the audience to listen to boring wisdoms of “Pak Kepala Sekolah”. What a boring movie..

You can watch here :

I’m sorry to say that.. It just really doesn’t fit into my imagination, maybe because I’m perfectionist. Sorry.

And for now, I want to have a fresh noodle with odeng and tok..

oyasumi..

but not for me.. after having meal, training for design with gimp comes next.